eyes set to kill

2008-05-26T08:31:00.000-07:00

Hey guys I'm back from L.I.N.E camp v2.0 and it was much better than L.I.N.E camp v1.0, i guess thats why it's v2.0 ... Makes sense huh. Anyway econs test was a blast, 2 essay questions in 45 minutes, it feels like social studies all over again dudes, even the mark allocation is similar, [10] and [15] damn, the nostalgic nightmares..

I havn't really posted REAL blog stuff nowadays but I guess everything that matters to me is usually in my posts, if you get what I mean (: well for the less important stuff like soccer trials and GP test this coming wednesday, just ask me when you see me aight.

I'm a little lazy to rhyme here today so lets see how it goes just saying what i mean :D

I'll take care of you oh yes,
Have faith that when you call my name,
I'll be right there,
To hold you in my arms.

When you have to look away,
When you dont have much to say.
Thats when I love you,
I love you, just that way.

To hear you stumble when you speak,
Or see you walk with two left feet.
Thats when I love you,
I love you, endlessly.

And when your mad cause you lost a game,
Forget I'm waiting in the rain.
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway.

Heres my promise made tonight,
You can count on me for life.
Thats when i love you,
When nothing you do can change my mind.

The more I learn, The more I love,
The more my heart cant get enough.
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what.

So when you turn to hide your eyes,
Cause the movie it made you cry.
Thats when I love you,
I love you a little more each time.

And when you cant quite match your clothes,
Or when you laugh at your own jokes.
Thats when I love you,
I love you, more than you'll know.

And when you forget that we had a date,
Or that look that you get when you show up late.
Baby I love you, I love you anyway,
I love you no matter what.
No matter what.

2008-05-18T01:13:00.000-07:00

I had always prayed to meet someone true,
Now I thank god that I met you.
Because you see girl you're all I need,
Even if you make me bleed.

You're the one that I'm glad I found,
Dear, you help me keep my feet on the ground.
Ha.. You see I fell pretty bad,
I'll see to it that I'm by your side when you're sad.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
Its your smile that will last me through the cold December.
I love you more than words can say,
So I promise to be here for you each and every day.

Your hair falls all over my face,
And I want it to be like this for the rest of my days.
I take a deep breath and I pray,
I pray deep and hard that things will stay this way.

Girl you might find it hard to see,
But I swear there's no one else for me.
Cause I fell for you dear,
And your voice is the only sound I hear.

Fret not silly, just rest your little head,
I'll be by your side, not necessarily by your bed,
When you awake in the day,
You'll see I'm here to stay.

(:

2008-05-05T05:38:00.000-07:00

At first we didn't know each other,
But we weren't very far from touching each other's hearts,
She said "play me a song"
"How'd you know that was just what I wanted"

As the song spun,
So did the room,
Now that you're in my arms,
I'm glad I met you.

As I hold hands, all the lights start to flicker,
Or is that just me?
I'll still look at you the same way now,
And still the same 38 years in the future

Since we have each other,
I'm so glad all these feelings are true,
And that we're still acting the way like we first met,
She said don't you know things like this dont falter?

And its true.

2008-05-01T08:03:00.000-07:00

And all the things I've tried to say
Were never easy to explain
They were always meant for you

And all the memories that were made
For years and years
I've chased this day
They were always for you

And all the memories will never fade
For years and years
In my heart you'll stay
It was always for you

So fall into me
And we'll always be
Together forever
You and me and me and you

Imagine that
Growing up, growing old
Just you and me
It was always for you

The shine of which has caught my eye.

2008-04-28T05:13:00.000-07:00

Reality set in as I stared in the sky,
For all my life I've been wondering why,
Why did I never ever get the girl?
When would my future unfurl?

Then of the million places,
And of the million faces,
I saw you from across the room,
Wondering, who's her groom?

A little "hello"
"You're quite the funny fellow"
And a flick and a twirl,
My head and my heart belonged to this girl.

So much to say,
If I could hold you today,
And never let you go, never,
I would be happy forever.

Your hand is smooth as it rubs against mine,
At that moment I know I'll be fine,
If I break every clock,
Would the time stop?

I just wanted to say,
Its never a fulfilling day,
If I don't get to hear your voice,
Even if it sounds like a boy's (hahaheee I'm stuck).

(:

It's true.

2008-04-25T08:58:00.000-07:00

It is love,
from the first time I set my eyes upon yours,
When I thought to myself,
is this love?

It's been hardly a moment,
And you're already missed,
I'll say please do not go,
I'll say I love you so, if you could stay.

We'll be in each other's arms once again,
We'll speak of broken plans once again,
I will hold you tight,
So you'll know.

It is love,
From the first time I held my hand against yours,
Clutch in the dead of night,
Thinking, this is love.

There are several days left till I can see your sweet face,
Wouldn't you like to be older and married with me?
All our broken plans I will mend,
I will kiss you soft,

So you'll know.

a little less complicated, a little more heart.

2008-04-23T06:32:00.000-07:00

i love you (:

You wanted sunrise, I never tried.

2008-04-23T06:12:00.000-07:00

I'll be the grapes fermented,
Bottled and served with the table set in my finest suit,
Like a perfect gentlemen.
I'll be the fire escape that's bolted to the ancient brick,
Where you will sit and contemplate your day.

I'll be the wings that save you if you start drowning,
In an open tab when your judgement's on the brink.
I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite,
Albums back as your lying there drifting off to sleep.
I'll be the platform shoes and undo what heredity's done to you,
You won't have to strain to look into my eyes.
I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped straight to the throat,
With the collar up so you won't catch a cold.

I want to take you far from the cynics int his town,
And kiss you on the mouth,
We'll cut out bodies free from the tethers of this scene,
Start a brand life,
Where everything will change.
We'll give ourselves new names, with identities erased,
The sun will heat the grounds,
Under our bare feet,
And everything will change.

With you in my arms.

2008-04-20T07:02:00.000-07:00

So little to say, so much time,
Despite my empty mouth,
I hope you understand my actions,
When I smile, its for you.

And when you do, I remember why,
Why all these time I fell for you,
And why I'll keep falling for you,
Every time of every day.

Whisper in your ears.

2008-04-20T06:39:00.000-07:00

I kissed you first then you kissed my ear,
If I asked you once, would you ask me every year?
Do you feel alive when you lay by my side?
I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine.

I wish you weren't worth the wait but you are,
And there's some things I would like to say to you,
Its nice to be by your side,
Even when we're not found at our best.

And I could make this obvious and you could deny it,
But in one breath we'll hold on to each other,
So lets lay together other cause its the weekends,
When tomorrow comes we'll still have each other.

And I want to wake up in your eyes
don't forget me, its that simple.

maybe we're just in juxtaposition

2008-04-20T05:41:00.000-07:00

the easiest thing in the world, loving you.

Hello ladies and gentleman of all ages. First off I would like to apolgize for the situation about the pitch today and its not my fault, so for those that think it is, well I can't do anything about it can I? Except for saying "try not to think of it as my fault and take a step back please"

Now that thats done and dusted with lets put it aside, its a lesson learnt. I bought aDipures which are totally awesome, except for the blisters cause the shoe is new, and the fact that K-Leather is super troublesome to take care of. It feels greattt so I would recommend it to anyone with the money.

Anyways tomorrow I have school and I need to wear my full uniform, but for some specific detailed reason I don't have access to full school uniform, so uh, I'll play by ear tomorrow and see what happens. Tata guys and gals, dudes and duddettes, remember, dont eat screws unless you have a screwdriver nearby!

We'll just sing our way through.

The most beautiful girl right in front of me.

2008-04-18T08:11:00.001-07:00

It was in the morning when I made up my mind,
do I have to spell it out for you?
Or scream it in your face?
You know how I do, and words aren't everything.

So just stop right there,
I don't have to whisper in your ear,
That we have something here,
And you're not alone.

Sleep well darlin',
I'm desperate to say I need you more now than ever,
But all I could say was goodnight,
Goodnight.

I want to fall asleep in your arms,
Spend every moment I have with you,
Stay up all night with the stars,
To confess the faith that I have in you.

You know that I do too. So just fall into my embrace.

You wanted sunrise, I never tried.

2008-04-10T06:39:00.000-07:00

You're a part time lover but a full time friend,
I don't see what people see in anyone else but you.
We sure are cute for two ugly people,
But I don't see what anyone else can see in anyone else
But you.

And I'm in love with how you feel,
I kiss you on the head in the shadow of the train,
And I don't see what anyone else can see in anyone else
But you.

If I stand a chance, would you let me know?

2008-04-04T05:26:00.000-07:00

So now you're back, from outer space, with that strange look upon your face! Yes, I'm back, me is back, back is me. I've been away (in case you're dense) on business trips, settling business deals, doing business stuff. That is, if you constitute sleeping and eating business deals and business stuff, then I've been pretty busy business wise, or just pretty.

I'm up to here in homework, no, not there! A little lower, lower, lower, now higher, higher foooolll, yeah about there in homework. Wut Up, I'm going to get some done soon, so it can go lower. Maybe now, maybe later, you'll never know when cause I'm just here to post, I'm supposed to be at Victoria Junior College, no seriously, I am, tomorrow, but I cant be bothered to go there. Its F.A.R. Bye!

It occurred to me at once, that love is a strong word,
She is every kiss and tear, every smile and fear,
But she never seems to find it till the last of it is gone,
Is it any surprise that you feel so over run?
Cause all this time you had no one,
And all this time you didn't know love.

I cant find the other half

2008-03-16T05:06:00.000-07:00

Hey there you quack! Yes you! Don't look away now! quack quack!

Arsenal drew to Wigan, then drew to Middlesborough. If they continue to draw the rest of the games, I think they'll drop out of the top 4! Lets go you gooners! Keep it up! Stupid numbskulls are playing EXACTLY like last season. Its like carbon-freaking-copy man. Now Man-u are on top with a game in hand. Nice going poop-heads.

Anyway I went for a family outing, by family I mean LGLs of Family 4, not my dad and mom and siblings. We went to watch step up 2, which was rather uncomfortable, I mean the seats. What kind of rubbish seats are those, I can't even rest my head back lest messing up my hair, so maybe I'm partially to blame..

Hey ho, Lets go! Gna Nei Gou Chit Dek. (:

There can be no close second

2008-03-13T09:28:00.000-07:00

Anyone of you ever thought that if you stand still and chill, nothing wrong will ever happen to you, untill someone you think you should place your trust into calls you to move, or you think that person is calling you to move, untill you reach there is when you realise that you thought wrong. No one ever did call you to move, but you already have, you've placed trust in people that didnt ask for your trust, in people that choose to place their trust in others. I personally hope you have not come across this situation because it is cruel, it makes you miserable and it eats you up from the inside out.

I'm back from LINE camp, (for those that dont know what it is, please refer to the post dated Saturday, 8 March 2008) it was fun, I had a blast leading little children around and making a fool out of myself. I'm sure other LGLs had fun too, i personally know a few that had fun there, except for myself (something happened!), i had less fun, but still had fun!

~Baaahhh.

I dislike people that act like anti-socials, or emo like the way you kids from the streetz put it, to get attention, come on, like my friend kennedy says, its 80% about the face. And get on your own train, I dont think anyone can step on two trains at once, if you get what I mean. But I dont see the point in talking rubbish about people, when I myself cannot get anything right, I should just be blaming myself instead, what a dumb thing to do, everyone has their own way of getting to people and I just lack that skill!

T-T-T-T-T-T!! For those of you that dont understand, dont ask. For those of you that do, its not what you think it is, nevermind, it is. I dont know why, but people just love Tea.. I need someone to fill me in about why Tea is all the rage nowadays, anyone want Tea? Cheers mates!

San (three) heros from the San Siro and camp.

2008-03-08T06:50:00.000-08:00

3 heros from the san siro made it a 2-0 win over ac milan in the san siro in the history of football, an english team has beat them on home soil. And to beat them so comprehensively is the extent of the domination arsenal had over ac milan that even kaka admitted it.

As usual, without further ado, but still with a little ado, but without more ado than the correct amount of ado necessary, we're moving on the the next story. which is about LINE camp. No its not line dancing, we're not standing in a line and shaking our legs, wait.. we are going to.. during mass dance, scratch that. LINE camp includes line dancing, so your first guess was right then, anyway LINE camp stands for, wait for it. Wait a little more, Leadership, Innovation, N-something I forgot, Enterprising, if that sounds a little silly to you it usually is, it sounds like some dumb plan to con little children, like giving them candy, cause after all this camp will be more than less similar to the orientation camp, and that wasnt called some funky name like FABULOUS camp, which stands for. Fun, And, B-fun, Underwear, Loving, Orange, U-green, Superfun camp is it?

So I'll be gone till wednesday, or maybe more because as you can already tell I'm super lazy to update because my blog is out of shape, my pictures all go out of the column and its ugly, looks like some sweat-shop worker made it for me for 4cents per hour, which is not. Au Revoir Mi a moi madamoiselle!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Eduardo and his first words.

2008-02-24T23:31:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDUARDO!! Get well soon, we all are behind you 110% all here in South East Asia! We hope to see you back on the pitch aight!

No, no not first words as in, ever. By first words I mean since his horrific, terrifying injury.

Eduardo - I am determined to overcome this injury

"Eduardo has given his account of the terrible events at Birmingham City on Saturday.

The Croatian, 25 on Monday, broke his leg following a challenge from Blues defender Martin Taylor in the third minute of the game at St Andrews. He was taken to hospital and underwent surgery that night. The striker has since returned to a London-based hospital for further treatment.

Speaking for the first time after the incident, the summer signing from Dinamo Zagreb ruled himself out of the rest of the season and Euro 2008 in the summer however he added that he is 'determined to overcome this injury'.

“I don't remember the incident very well and it is not something that I want to see again on television or in the newspapers," said Eduardo.

"All I remember is that when I fell, I looked down at my foot and it had turned the other way. The rest is just a blank. It was an unfortunate situation but these things can happen in football.

“I am unsure at the moment of the extent of the injury and how long I will be out of action for but I know that I won't be able to play for Arsenal for the rest of the season or be ready in time for the Euros this summer.

"But I'm not worried about that. My concentration and determination is on making as quick a recovery as possible. I am determined to overcome this injury.

“I would like to thank the medical team here at Arsenal for their efforts as well as the staff at Selly Oak Hospital who carried out the operation on Saturday night. Everyone there made me feel as comfortable as possible.

"I would also like to say how touched I am by the many messages of support I have received and to be surrounded by my loved ones at this time.”"

Heard that guys, he'll be back, with a vengeance, he'll wreck havoc in your penalty areas with his ice cool nerves and his touch of midas. He'll hit you before you even realise, a la Man City. Fear his return. For he is Dudu!

Vote for Eduardo today!

2008-02-24T06:23:00.000-08:00

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=02RupnBQ9C4

Come on you gunners, win the league for your mate eduardo, that'd be his wish im sure.

And as for you dudu, i'll be back at 12 to wish you happy birthday alright, take care and may god be with with you.

please vote for eduardo! http://www.carlingcup.premiumtv.co.uk/page/News/0,,11995~1240719,00.html

send in your best wishes at http://getwellsooneduardo.wordpress.com/messages-for-eduardo/#comment-46

Anyways, I'm about to watch the carling cup final, and would like to wish the best of luck to eduardo again, and may god be with him always.

tata.

Eduardo Alves Da Silva in our hearts and in our prayers

2008-02-23T23:08:00.000-08:00

Eduardo Alves Da Silva in our hearts and in our prayers; get well soon.

For those of you that don't know what's going on, don't bother trying to understand, for once you find out, you'd be traumatized.

For those of you that do, I hope you lend your support and prayers to Eddie, doesn't matter what team you support, no supporter wishes something like this to any player of any team. (if you do, please slit your wrists.)

For those of you that think the tackle was innocuous and Taylor wasn't to blame, jump off a cliff and shot yourself in the head on the way down. All this bullshit about eduardo being to fast, eduardo being too skillful bunch of tranny horse shit.

On a happier note, ... there is no happy note, not yet. I haven't found anything to be happy yet. Its 3:18 only though, something good might happen later in the day, and I have class tomorrow, so if it wants to happen it better happen fast. Goodbye and goodluck

Eduardo Alves Da Silva in our hearts and in our prayers.
Get better, your mates will win the league for you,
They will do you proud, you were humble you were kind,
You never complained, you were and you still are a fighter.
So fight on Eddie, fight on.

Guess who's back, not slim shady, I'm back.

2008-02-23T08:19:00.000-08:00

Hello guys, I'm back from my 9 hour break, In that time I saw someone break his leg, I saw my team draw a game that was supposed to be easy and I also so a chicken being blown to bits, oh yes the wonders of television in the modern home.

The picture above shows the closest I got to a great valentines, just the last two letters, I hope I can do two better next year, if you get my drift.

Some of you may wonder, how am I so awesome in anything I do, but let me tell you the secret ladies and gentlemen, the easiest way is to CHEEEATTT, thats right.. (maybe thats the reason why the closest I've came in 17 years of a valentines is a bottle of salsa that is 2 letters off, I think I should stop lying)

Here's a happy picture for all of you, I hope you feel better if you felt any doubts about your existence on this planet, if you felt as if no one understands you, look at this picture.. and think about what you were just thinking a few moments ago, and laugh at your foolishness.

Hahahah. seriously though, look at this awesome picture;

now, isnt that great? Tata for now!

Eyes set to kill BEGINS!

2008-02-22T23:18:00.000-08:00

Holaٳ Soy bien no ٳ hablar espianol? E tu de donde eres? Herman bien mierda!!

The revolution begins! The new beginning, the new start, the Beginning of the new end, if you will, begins today, 3:27pm of 23/February of the year 2008.

Hear ye, hear ye you, you thought you lived life? No sir, no way, for you have not seen anything like this in thy life!

I got posted to Jurong JC, can any of you guess how far is it? its almost in another country, and i don't mean jurong island (no pun intended), I mean far as in FAR sire, not like oh damn I have to walk 15 minutes far, but far as in oh god damnit, i can fall asleep and wake up and still not reach my destination type of far, you feeling me?

Its old too, anyone watch discovery channel? You know how the people go like, " The Delipticosaurus lived in the Jurassic age, which is about 20 million years ago, they feed on... etc" well my guess would be that Jurong JC should be thereabouts, probably in the Triassic age.

All that aside, the school seems good, it has great camaraderie, but I wouldnt know how the other schools are, so I cant compare them to any other schools, but I can say its much better than my Secondary school, in terms of scenic view( if you know what I mean!)